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Weird things we say and do on this journey...

My last few posts have been on serious topics. I think it's time for some lighter reading.

I herewith present:

Weird / crazy things we say or do almost daily on our special needs journey.



 1. "Are you high?" - this is something most, if not all, type 1 diabetic parents must have said to their type 1 at some point. When Jacques' blood glucose is high he gets very thirsty, after his second glass we usually start to consider a high blood glucose. You can imagine the looks we have received when strangers overhear us talking about our 14 year old disabled son being high.



 2. "Where are your pants, and your shirt, why are you naked?!" Boy oh boy, we ask these questions at least once a day. Jacques loves stripping, if his pants or shirt are slightly wet, he will strip, without any shame, where he is, in front of everybody. As you can imagine there has been quite a few embarrassing moments over the years.


 3. "No, don't, stop!" To late, there goes th…
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Sound familiar, special needs parents? I think every single special needs family can be described as being like this at sometime or another. With the meltdowns so common in autism, we have to be aware of everything that could trigger one.

But what if this phenomenon becomes something more? What if you can't seem to relax even when there is nothing around to trigger a meltdown. What if you can't seem to switch of your fight or flight response, even when safely at home?

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But something strange happens when I play, it is like we can communicate more effectively through the feelings the songs awake in us. I can feel when a song has made him sad, I feel it while playing. It has happened once or twice that I even stopped playing that song and went to another because I instinctively know if I finish he will be to emotional and will start to cry.

I know which songs he absolutely loves so I keep them for times a song has touched him deeply. I immediately go to one of his favorites and play that.

Another strange thing he does, he gives some of the songs names. When I play a specific song, he will say oupa Danie - he …

Our greatest fears came true for a friend of mine.

The third angel I had the privilege of knowing has passed away. And my heart breaks for all of the parents of the kids taken away so young.

This is a pain I am not yet familiar with, but it is the pain I know that will hurt the most.

This is the pain many special needs family's fear more than any diagnosis or treatment. The pain of saying goodbye to the person who formed you more than anything or anyone else ever could.

And this special person formed the whole family dynamic. Everything revolved around their care.

Vacations were planned around their needs.


Their parents were absent for a lot of their siblings life.

I fear for the time, just after the loved one will be taken, what will the sibling/s feel? How will they react? How will we react? I know there will be sadness, but what other emotions will be lurking around?
Anger? Resentment? Maybe even a sense of relief? How will we deal with that?

I think it's important to start dealing with these emotions while our loved one i…